“You should be grateful for everything that happened to you. These tests are granted to you from above for something important, later you will understand the higher meaning. ”
The game I used to believe in.
Now for me it is poisonous absurdity.
I am absolutely not grateful to my life experience. And certainly I do not think that he was “granted” to me.
If you count how much money and strength I spend now to recover from it, then such a present has cost dearly. This is how to get a multicooker as a gift, the delivery of which is equal to the price of a skyscraper.
And around the people joyfully splashes hands: “Well, it is necessary, what a beautiful slow cooker you have！ Enjoy this gift！ You should be grateful！”
And someone's sad to me. And there is no gratitude.
A loan for a skyscraper to pay me for life.
So now I'm not in a hurry to congratulate another person with a “gift” until I find out the main nuance: was the gift delivered free of charge or at the price of a skyscraper?
And when they congratulate me, I ask: “Are you ready to accept this gift at the price I pay?”
Not everything that happens to a person deserves his thanks.
And not all that happened has a meaning.
Evil is essentially meaningless.
Sometimes healing from the past begins after the search for meaning has ceased and the right is given not to thank.
Then the loan becomes a burden.
And you learn to use the multicooker without anger.
Sometimes it is sad.
It is a pity that so expensive.
And it is a pity that then it was not possible to refuse.
Well, now I can choose.
(dedicated to women who survived the violence and found the strength to revive and live on).
Source material site "Tatiana Megeria"
Publication Website "OMAR TA SATT" https://usa-health-online.com
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